Why?
"Then Moses went back to the Lord and protested,'Why have
you brought all this trouble on your own people, Lord? Why did you send me?
Ever since I came to Pharaoh as your spokesman, he has been even more brutal to
your people. And you have done nothing to rescue them!'" Exodus
5:22-23
"Okay! Okay!" I said as one more prayer time had been
interrupted by the Holy Spirit's conviction to take a step of faith in regards
to our giving to the church. We were young, trying to juggle young children,
keep up an old house and old cars all on a small single income. The thought of
giving more literally took the oxygen right out of my lungs. I
"argued" (code word for disobeyed) with God for a long time until I
finally relented. Upon increasing our giving, our slow financial decline went
into a free fall. "Seriously God! Why did you tell us to do
this?!"
Have you ever been there? Moses was. In Exodus 5, any grand
visions of marching into Egypt, giving Pharaoh what for, and marching out
triumphantly with God's people were quickly shattered. Pharaoh apparently
didn't get the memo and struck out at the people because of the message from
God that Moses proclaimed to Pharaoh. He did what he was told to do and things
only got worse. In time, he was able to see the bigger picture, but it was
rough in the moment. Obedience doesn't equal comfortable and easy. It's an
investment into God's bigger purposes, a treasure laid up in heaven.
Our continuous struggle between a here and now perspective and
an eternal perspective will not cease this side of eternity. The tension is
real. Will we walk by faith or will we walk by sight? In time, God did turn our
financial situation around in ways we never could have imagined. Our trust in
him grew through that whole difficult process. However, we still struggle every
time he calls us to obey and then get hurt when we do so. What about you? An
eternal perspective doesn't just happen. It's cultivated in the quiet on our
knees. It's fueled by a relentless pursuit of his word. God can still part seas. Are you in?
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